The
Holistic Life
By Rev. John Vella
Pope John
Paul II once said that what was important about him was not the
fact that he was the pope. What was more important was the fact
that he was baptized.
Inge Kraus
doesn't know who she really is; she only knows that people call
her by that name. She was just four years old in April 1945, when
Russian troops attacked Konigsberg, the capital of what was then
East Prussia. Inge remembers a strong man lifting her onto a wagon
filled with people as Soviet artillery rained down upon the city
she knew as home. She survived but was separated from her family
and placed in an orphanage in Germany. Inge recently attended
a gathering of war exiles from her city, tearfully hoping that
someone might recognize her - but to no avil.
Sometimes
it is difficult to figure out who we are. If you had to answer
the question: Who are you?, what would your give? Most of us would
say things like, I'm a mechanic, or I'm a Canadian or American,
or I'm a mother or a wife, or a factory worker, or I'm the youngest
in my family and so on. And yet, at the end of all of our descriptions
we would still not have reached the deepest truth of who we are.
After all, many people are husbands or wives, or factory workers
or business people. Those roles don't get to the bottom of the
question about who we are. It is really our Baptism that gives
us the most complete answer to that question.
It is through our Baptism that we come to know who we are and
who we are to become. Baptism is the Sacrament that actually defines
who we are. Please remember this fact: we were not only baptized
many years ago
we are baptized at this very moment. Baptism
is about the present, not about the past. When we talk about ourselves
we don't say: I was a man or a woman. We say, I am a man or a
woman. Whenever we describe ourselves we are talking in the present
tense. It is the present and the future we are talking about when
we talk about who we are.
Baptism
gives us our most basic identity. Through Baptism we affirm that
we are sons and daughters of a loving God and brothers and sisters
of Jesus Christ. We also become a dwelling place for the Holy
Spirit. This is who we really are. Throughout the rest of our
lives, we live in such a way that this basic identity becomes
stronger and stronger. If we are faithful to our Baptism, then
everything we do grows out of the fact that we are baptized people.
That's
why we hear these words from the opening prayer: ''Keep us, your
children born of water and the Spirit, faithful to our calling
''
But don't
we all have other identities besides our basic identity as a Baptized
person? After all, we do have to live out our lives in a very
specific ways. Some as single people, others as husbands and wives;
some as teachers, others as farmers or medical workers, and so
on. There are thousands of different ways in which we are asked
to live out our lives. How do these identities fit in with our
basic identity?
This
is where we have to learn how to live both as son or daughter
of God and also one who is deeply immersed in the things of this
world. Someone who spends his or her life in a laboratory doing
research must discover how that work can be done in a spirit of
love and concern. And the same thing can be said of any other
way in which a person is asked to live out his or her life.
Our life's
work must be done within the framework of our Baptism. It is like
painting a smaller circle within a larger circle. The larger circle
encloses the smaller circle and in a certain way, protects and
defines that smaller circle. So our Baptism envelopes our life
in the world, and gives it shape and focus.
Here
are a few lines from a poem called Myself. They are simple words
but contain a very important viewpoint.
I have to live with myself, and so
I want to be fit for myself and know,
I want to be able, as days go by,
Always to look myself straight in the eye;
I don't
want to stand, with the setting sun,
And hate myself for things I've done.
I don't want to keep on the closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself, as I come and go,
Into thinking that nobody else will know
The kind of man I really am;
I don't want to dress up myself in sham.
I can
never hide myself from me;
I see what others may never see;
I know what others may never know,
I never can fool myself, and so,
Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and conscience free.
These
are simple words but they do contain such a basic and important
lesson about life. Our lives must be whole and honest. Hiding
parts of ourselves from others is almost always a sign that something
about our life is not as it should be. We have allowed something
to disturb and upset the peace we should have.
The Catechism
of the Catholic Church (536) teaches us that "the Baptism
of Jesus is on His part the acceptance and inauguration of His
mission as God's Suffering Servant. Baptism is about being buried
with Christ so that we can live with Him. Baptism is about putting
Christ, becoming one with Him. Baptism is about dying to ourselves
so that Christ can live in us. May we live our lives in such a
way that the world may know we are one with Jesus and one with
all of God's creation.